Midnight Silhouette

Friday, October 20, 2006

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself

I know its hard its hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you
Its obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me a better woman to myself
You're gonna save me from myself

(Save Me From Myself - Christina Aguilera)

Has always been touched with the song for sometime? But I never felt it so strongly as of now.. hahahaha! oh wellx....

I did all the calling to the admin for my school liao.. other than for melbourne one.. i checked it out.. and i think they dont require IELTS as long as I have been educated..having English as my primary language.. but damn it.. why melbourne ah? Their admin closes in dec... so i suppose fine la.. if imma end up there then so be it.. bt.. i dont want to go melbourne le... a lot of people but.. i dont want.. i rather not have a lot of people.... just a small circle as long as i know someone there? i rather go adelaide.. i rather go queensland.. i rather stay in singapore.. but somehow.. all they care about it their own opinions.. who listens to me anywae...
"ma i want to go see doctor.." 'dont need la! it's all in ur mind'

u think i got mental retardedness ah? fine loh.. nothing i can do... but headache sia.... n its not mild... its pretty harsh on me loh.... sobx... n u say u love all 3 of us the same.. sometimes when i think about it i cant help.. but finding myself saying bullshit...

she told the story ... 17:00