Saturday, August 12, 2006
feeling so.... *bleagh* just....*bleagh*....What the future has in store for me? I feel like my life is being ruined by one singe dying person... Okai fine.. I am crude and I am rude and I am not suppose to talk like this but to put it in someone else's term.. balls to you people.. I will never ever ever ever ever let you people have it easy and ruin my family... NEVER! Even if you want one of us to stay let them go I'll stay.. If I ever get tt same virus running through my veins YOU! will be feeling the guilt.. and oh would I love to see you full of guilt.. U have no idea how it feels to smell SHIT everytime you wake up and hear that scream when you're home.. U guys had it easy coz u are never home and now you are doing it again.. I have enough U guys take over.. If you think it's so easy anywae go ahead.. I'm going!!
It's just so frustrating when you cant go to someone and scream your head off for being so pissed at them... why? coz they're older or simply coz they're your relative.. you wouldnt want to be branded as someone who's pig-headed... but I rather be pig-headed than never getting to say them out sia.. but no choice... cannot say.. gragh!!!
seriously.. i rather the other person go to adelaide than go to kuching?? why kuching!?!? got mami la got charlie la got andrio la.. adelaide got koko wad! then mom want to unwind go la! go adelaide la! the things there so slow moving! then when i go over I just lose my freedom only loh! on the contrary we'll be seeing so little of dad if we're to move over.. bt~ haiyo! kuching~~~ haiya!!! i dunno la! wadever lah! irritating.. just becoz of a dying person.... oh i forgot.. i am not suppose to talk like tt.. SORRY~! *roll eyes*
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