Midnight Silhouette

Sunday, June 11, 2006

when i am unwell and am feeling sick in the middle of the night~ who bothers and who will ever notice other than myself? when i am writhing in pain and cried my heart out at night~~ who bothers and who will ever notice other than myself? when i am running with a fever~ who would ever be there to prepare tt icepack other than myself? when all i need was someone caring for me... in the end i am the only one who can care for myself...

then wad is the point of having u in my life? to add to my stress? to add to my sleepless nights? to catch ur diseases when u are sick and i took care of u? and when i got it u treat me this way? to run ur every errand and to wait for u... is tt ur purpose being in my life? to add to my sins? then its not worth it at all.... i am letting u go.. even if i might regret it one day.. i dont want to add burden for my own heart's foolishness... i am not here for u so i can suffer... and i dont want anyone in my life.. tt'll only make me suffer in silence... its really not worth the happy times i've spent with u.. its not.. not when i need u and u are alwaes elsewhere.. not when u can have the choice yet u choose to do sth else... i rather suffer coz of my own mishaps than to have stress added coz of u... think on the brighter side... i am making u less sinful too.. har har har!

she told the story ... 03:08