Midnight Silhouette

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

mooo.. waiting for england to play against sweden now... personally i only want to watch gerrard play.. wahaaahahha! was watching germany play against uh.... ecuador... BALLACK IS COOL!! love the way he finds the path of the ball to the players... darn cool man.. cool cool.. mwahahahaha! was watching brazil play australia and france play against korea.... love the australia's footwork man... they're lovely! lovely lovely.. and france... at least they scored la.. tho korea scored the equilizer after tt... oh well!!! watching the replay of poland against costa rica now.. but i think i might fall asleep... haiz...

oh.. a piece of a sad sad sad news... my hammy had moved on...so sad..... i was really really really depressed... looking at her.. so.. fragile.. she was still so soft... yet so cold...... haiz... it was sooo sudden... i was still feeding her last night loh... when mom called while i was helping out to tell me the news.. i completely couldnt believe it la.. packed my stuff and went home... but when i reached home... can see the bugs swarming her already........ so sad...... they said its time for her to go anywae.. since she's already so old.. but... hue! its totally unexpected.....i wonder when she moved on... and i was still laughing so happily on the phone talking to girlfriend.... if only i was more attentive in the morning.. if only i didnt wake up late and had to rush.... sobx...... but wad else can i do now..... good bye hammy.. i hope i have been a good owner.. or at least someone who took care of u..... me will miss u a lot a lot a lot.... i already missed her rattling sound.... sobx

In any case.. don't think i'll be picking up a new ham so soon.. thinkin whether i should adopt another one..... maybe not... its just too sad to see them so helpless......

oh well.. while helping with andy..i can say i learn pretty much man... its not bad la.. i mean.. u really learn.. and u enjoy wad u do there.. me is glad i decided to do this instead.. hahahaha!
okai.. blogging about hammy really made me depressed all over again.. i shall... stop here.... (and i was still playing with er.... hw caaaaaan....)

she told the story ... 00:33