Saturday, September 24, 2005
woopsie daisy! 4 days since i last updated da blog! oh well yea....... i have no idea wad to talk about really~ today went for band... and also went to bugis with leen pee mel n cheng! of course han too~~ been a long long time since we went out eh! hahaha yea han is out of NS for da weekends... lol! he's like just sooo round la.... hahaha
wellx..... it hasnt been the best week for me... as a matter of fact... this week could well be the worst week i ever had.... why? well..... attachment suckx~~~ my home suckx a few daes ago.... my hand suckx.... i did soooo many mistakes and faults this week.... yea it just suxorz.....
attachment~ haix i cant say anything about it... seriously just stoned for the whole week... starting next week on i'll complete tt membrane making! for the span of 1 n a half week i'll be supervisor-less.... tts just so dumb la really... he did gave me things to do tho... finally and thankfully..... well yea~ the best thing about attachments is the people there! hahaha the guys attached there from TP are great mates.... hohoho especially James... my lazying partner around so far la... cant say for next week... wahahha! the rest is like alwaes super busy... hahaha
in fact.... my thoughts sux too~~ lol... no i cant leave the details here... for me to keep... for han to know~ haix... sorrie han! i really dunno wad else tt have been going through my mind ah and i'm just so frustrated with myself... i cant believe i am doing thing tt i detest the most... sorrie!!! i hope i can control myself and really be done with it! the guilt is killing me.... haix... especially when there are times tt i was really happy about it??? and it struck me suddenly like... wad the hell am i doing? yea.. haix.. sorrie! haix (ask me about it then mayb i'll tell u guys.. hahaha!)
my stomach suckz this week too! it keeps churning like some washing machine every now and then... stupid... haix.... wad can i do~~
and FYP!!! i am seriously wanting to just cut myself into a few pieces so i can be at home... at band... at attachment... at sch doing fyp and at somewhere out there with my friends... wad has been stressing me up soooo much is this one loh~ everyone expects something off me~ its just so irritating~~~ and when i see that bottle of paraformaldehyde sitting on my desk every day in the lab... i am ever so tempted to take a sip of it.. and then i'd just die and be gone~ okok... no i wun do tt.... not tt far yet... haix.....
michael is like askin me to go back to do FYP daily now... problem is i finish my work at 6... i reach sch at 7 liao loh~ and ask him if he'll be there.. hell no... he'll be somewhere else in NP.. like wad the heck~ and i hate tt school building soooo much ah! and u ask me to work there at night ALONE!? NOOOO!!!! lol... but no choice... gotta find some people whom i can drag with me into the lab... but at night??? sadz lah seriously... haix sobz... YQ cant make it too... SOBZ
yea.... tt was wad had been happening in my life... and my band time might as well get cuts again la~ haix... i want to perform for rondeau... tho i gotta say my interest did diminished but... i really do wanna play with others aye~ but~! with this kind of time tablE! i'll die!!!!!! meh!!!!
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