Midnight Silhouette

Thursday, July 28, 2005

u know i feel like screaming.... "**** ***!!! shut the **** up!!!!!!"

okai so there goes the saying " don't read if you don't like or will get offended" so there u go..... i know i visited HIS blog just out of fun.... no seriously... i am like dead bored here so i started blog hopping.... and ended up in HIS blog......

he keeps telling others to get a life.... when i think HE is the one needing a life~~ fine a blog is a place for u to complain about ur life.... okai~~ i'm fine with tt... but wad the hell is wrong with all his commenting?? i mean...... like.... even if his dad is at fault.... why he need to gossed his own dad until like tt?? i bet he must b thinking~ i rather not be born than be born into this kind of family? well if he have tt kind of thinking like....... wad kind of a christian is he??

okai i know nothing about christians... a bit mayb but not at all so i shouldn't be one who talked.... but really la.... wads pissing me off most was how he keeps saying to others to "get a life" when really.. his life is nothing also loh.... can talk about others.... get a mirror and look at urself dude!

a father's point of view is a point of view of someone who looks at us.... i am a gamer myself... and i know how addictive gaming can be... just face it la... U ARE.... ADDICTED TO GAMEs! oh btw... u urself have just proven the article true did u not? by gossing ur father's comment like tt about gaming... did u not turn violent? i am a gamer~ but i see the violent side of gamers all the time too.... i get angry when my mom screams at me telling to stop gaming and do something else.... sometimes i stopped.. sometimes i cant be bothered... but i will never ever do wad u did.... u really just proved that idiotic article right by ur own actions.....

and wads ur problem with B man? u keep saying tt if she dont want say la.. if she this say la.. if she that say la... have u been honest and tell her things she should know? NO! so wad right do u have to demand such things from her? u say u pity her? u say u want to move on... who is the one looking back? i know she might still have some feelings for u or wad i also dunno... and i know u probably wont read this entry but just let me say this...
" DON'T TALK ABOUT HOW OTHERS SHOULD TREAT U... WHEN U TREAT OTHERS LIKE SHIT!"

no seriously... u keep talking about how B betray u.. how painful it is wad shit and yea ur stupid own regrets that u cannot let go... and i tell u wad robs u of the love that u seek~ UR OWN STUPIDITY AND REGRETS! i can tell u this.. B did betray u once..... but she truly loved u after that... and tell me did u even treat her right? U ARE LOWER THAN SHE IS! okai? u are so blinded by hate and regrets and after that u dont admit its ur fault and throw it to others.... hell u can talk n talk n talk about how B betrays u... everyone knows what happened then... did anyone knows what happened after? did anyone knows wad U did to HER? hell i bet not many knows..... and u are just a piece of shit who hides ur own uglyness la k... shame to the church.. and shame to ur family.... u said its shameful and a shitty family....

and here's wad i think... U NEVER! EVER EVER OPEN UR HEART... TO SOMETHING U HATED... or at least something u have regrets with.... i bet u can be happier if u just do n open ur heart... instead of finding mistake in others... find ur own mistake.... when u are the one who proposes for things to go that way... face it.... sometimes when i look at ur blog..... i feel angry... yet sometimes i feel sad... that a young guy's life can be filled with so much hatred.... not because of his environment, family, friends,work or wadever shit that u alwaes talk n complain about... but its because of URSELF.....

she told the story ... 12:53