Midnight Silhouette

Thursday, July 21, 2005

omg.. i think the stress is getting into me.. lolx! i dunno lah.... its weird... i dunno why i just started crying just now... the want to be with han n the duty to take care of my sis.... haix~ sadz... well i left my phone down at la tendo la just now.. then i think my sis was tired? and she din really want to go back to take the phone but like no choice? then she went n sulk????

i told han about it and han just go.. : u go home first lah.. i go take the phone for u...

i never thought of it okai... i dont want him to go back allt the way there alone la.. even tho i know he can make it la.. and its probably better since my sis was like tt already.. but really loh.. it was like my fault for leaving the phone there and i dont want to throw it to han to do it for me ah.... haix~~ then dunno why i just started tearing la.. i didnt want him to go alone yet i have no choice.. i felt bad la.. super bad! and i really was feeling so down liao loh~~~ haix...

i went with han's idea in the end la... i went back while he go collect the phone...if only i din leave the phone there.. we'd be down at hong kong street enjoying the good food... haiz.. sorrie han.... sorrie shan.... haiz~~~

and these daes i dunno why sia... I MISS HIM TOO MUCH!!! i gotta admit it la.... i have been controlling it la.. but yah!!! i miss him!!!! i miss him!!!! hue!!!!!!!

she told the story ... 22:49