Midnight Silhouette

Thursday, June 09, 2005

TODAY IS A HELLISH DAY!!!!
i simply hate today.. its so tiring.. basket.. my body is aching every where now ah~~ lol! thanx to the stairs climbing.. even tho YQ made more rounds than me but wadever.. i am girl he's a guy.. LOL! and i seriously think that band is a bit too much today~~ i dunno.. my lips are stronger than before somehow.. lol! i can play out ever so loudly.and still maintain tt intonation... am proud of my playing today.. but really~~ i am dead tired i din enjoy the practice at all~ and huang weihan~ seriously...
today is not a pleasant day lah~ the heck with 8th june~ wadever loh~haiz~ and when i asked merrill if i can leave early coz seriously i am ready to break down anytime.. he just cant say No u know.. he has got to say something else tts even more offending and yea.... sorrie ke wei sorrie andrew for suddenly breaking down like tt.. LOL! i think andrew (lee) was kinda scared.. hahaha! oh well... wadever.. i was really THAT tired.. (and imagine he doesnt even care...) and ya la.. lee said i got a bit of fever n took his ice cold ribena and hold it against my forehead.. i think i look like a kuku for a while there.. but the cold was nice la.. coz i feel the burning sensation... lol! thank u lee thank u ke wei! hohoho

and today mr tan is extra... horrendously... superbly... extremely... (wad other words..) LAME! and EVIL!! lol! the " its true but dont say it out" about andrew was hillarious! the one about ASH was even worst.. lol! someone was practicing jumping or wadever it is in the room above ours so theres tt..*bom bom bom* sounds... and then ash entered the music room and mr tan goes like *oh its ash coming in..* LOL!! i mean i think mr tan hadnt meant to say tt out loud.. his face went RED.. and i mean RED after tt n he actually bent down to laugh n cover his face.. LOL! evil la he.. dunno wads with him today.. extreme~~~ LOL... well at least tt lift up my mood.. nyahahaha

well~ concert is a few daes awae.. its tis sat.. n i can feel myself falling sick.. hopefully it'll b aft the concert.. hahaha!

( i wonder how everyone else can just go *weihan! come come* and he'll alwaes be there for them... i think i'd have to die or kanna accident or wadever first then he'd notice or sth.. lol!okai tts comes out a bit too strong~~~ but ya la.... things changes.. i've changed.. he's changed.. somehow i just feel we are not the same anymore... so.. oh well..i just feel shitty ok? shoot me in the head if u mind.. lol!)

she told the story ... 00:08