Midnight Silhouette

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

okai~~ seriously~~~ ms riah~ if u kindly just SHUT UP! okai? look... pee n cheng.. tagged... becoz they look at yew hao's entry in their point of view~~~ now no body's point of view is wrong okai? yew hao want to join... the door is alwaes there.. it wont run away.. and u ms riah.. i know u want to help him.. i know u dont want others to go "dissing" (if tts wad u call it) him off.. i understand.. but did u realise u just made matter worst for him? did u? u are in the first place trying to help yew hao out.. but i believe.. if the they read his blog and his explanation.. without having u pitching in.. i am sure.. we are in good terms ok? u said people from np are busy bodies.. what are u? i know u are trying to help~ but please.... u are..... surely making things worst.. and more complicated than it is.... okai?

let me go back from the beginning...ever since dunno when~~~ u people... have been looking down on us right? so.. we decided.. since u peeps think ever so highly on urself.. why dont u guys join some better band to improve urself? rather than get stuck in a band tts lower than ur standard.. u wun be improving tt way right? TT..... is how we look at things.. ok? understand our point of view? IF... u are to come in to NPCB... to PROVE~ that u guys are stronger.. to SHOW... what u guys are made of... u guys can forget about joining.. becoz NP.. has never been about SHOW them what u made of... ok? u wanna show? FORGET IT.. we know ur standards are bloody high than ours.... ok ms riah?

now... yew hao here.. is different..(tts why i said u made matter worst.....).. IF.. u wanna come to a band.. to join n play music~~ everybody is welcome to.... even when they cant play a note.. even when they're off tone.. ok? now tts why we open the door... ok ms riah? so can u please stop... thinking so lowly of pee? she is not all tt bad okai? its just tt us.. we~~~ have a misunderstanding to begin with and i cannot even bother anymore to clear up the misunderstanding of the past... but this one~~~ i seriously dont want to make it difficult for yew hao.. and i AM SURE AS HELL~~ yew hao can take care and explain his own actions and words.. alright? anywae he did lah... so please riah.... if u want to help yew hao.. find a better way.. please dont rub us off the wrong way anymore... ok? dont over react..dont over think... we are after all loving music in a different way~ just remember sth~ NP band.. is not there for u to SHOW WHAT U ARE MADE OF.... its for people to read... and create music together~~ ok?

and riah~~ yes... I ADMIT... the band.. didnt want ANY.. of the BM band.. to join into the NP band.... becoz.. we tot all of u... are just another riah~ like i said above...NP BAND~~ is not to show what u are made of.......and get this right.. its not YEW HAO... we dont want.. it was ALL THE BM people coz u guys are seriously alike... now riah~~ why i ask u to shut up earlier.. is becoz u.. read us wrongly... ok? now if u kindly keep quiet~~ and let me... have the next few paragrah to yew hao alone.. it'll be much appreciated.. so just for a minute now.. SHUT UP and dont make matter even more complicated than it is

yew hao~~~(man am i glad or am i glad tt at least u blogged to explain urself....) i apologise to u.. in the behalf of NP band if u like.. but really.. i mean pee.. cheng... and who ever is involved.. i apologised too.. coz we read u wrongly.... i seriously do hope.. that u are sincere about what u say in ur blog entry... no.. its not tt we dont want u in.. as i mention above.. our point of view u ALL BM band members have been wrong.. ok? so if u are really really sincere about joining the band.. sincere in making nothing but music.. sincere to be there to enjoy the music making.... no body is going to throw u out.. no body is going to diss u out.. no body.. is going to throw u aside.... u'll be most welcome.. in our NP band.... =) why the girls actually started tagging... was ur previous entry about the concert.... its the same as when i blogged about jubilance.. i was sure riah or a few others would be shooting at me saying i dont know how much u guys practiced or bla bla bla.. but u guys still feel its great right? thats the same for us.... and ur last entry.. made it sound as if.. u dont want to join.. but u have no choice.. hence cheng adviced u to join any other CC band.. instead of coming to NP... thats about all actually...
i sincerely apologise.. and i hope u understand our feelings too.... we are all human being and we get offended.. okie... tts all i gotta say to yew hao... everything is up to u now.. i want u to know.. keng lu is ur sl.. cheng is someone from eupho section.. i am sure if they read ur entry.. they'd understand wad u are trying to say.. i am sure of it.. we get angry we scold.. but if we know we are wrong.. we apologise.. and so to say~~ i am using my blog to apologise to u in the behalf of everyone... from now on.. its up to u wad do u want to judge of us.. but... when u enter NP band... remember.... no one can make music alone~~ once again i sincerely apologise... and please do enjoy ur stay in NP band

back to ms riah... i hope u read wads of the above..... please..... i beg of u.. stop... thinking of pee tt badly.. u have a mind tts much too delicate.. even simple matter become a ball of hay if its playing in ur mind~~~ i beg of u.... if u dont know wads going on on the other side of the party.. dont explain for others.. let them explain themselves.. i dunno how close u are to yewhao.. but please.. i dun think u are his spokesman.. i am through... dealing with u.. and if u want to continue thinking how shitty we are go ahead.... okai? just stop.. offending us.. really... u're making it worst... especially when we...are already understanding yew hao's stand.. ok?

remember..NP band.. is not about show urself.. so please... stop saying 'GO IN THERE AND SHOW WHAT U'RE MADE OF...' its pointless.. coz we already know wad u are made of.. ok? ok.. done settled.. nothing else..zilch...

she told the story ... 23:47