Midnight Silhouette

Friday, March 04, 2005

oh well.....
just got ticked by my dad?
yea i agree thats its partially my fault for sending out the goods so late~~

but i really told uncle that kor need it urgently
and told him to send it by the fastest one possible~
how am i suppose to be responsible when he sent it by the sea??

i know kor is going to kill me also la~
but there's seriously nth i cna do about it?

kanna scolded coz i never sent the item out on my own?
i was like~
if the post office is open on sundae then i'll gladly do it loh~
they cant expect me to be carrying a few kgs of stuffs
all of that text books to and fro school right??
not to mention that my classes are scattered all around the campus
i am not the HULK who can carry that much weight all by myself?
i already have trouble getting it out of my room ah~
i am not that strong loh~
i cant carry it out to school loh~
plus the bus stop to school is so far~
seriously cant expect me to do anything when i'm having school right~

i know i'm at fault also la~
and i know even tho i said a cek is the one at fault~
i cant expect my dad to go up to my uncle
for sending the thingy by sea blamin' him if kor fail his school la~
i know i'll most probably get all the blame la~
but~~~

be fair a bit can~~~~~
i am not a superhero loh~
if i'm a guy maybe i can try~
i'm just another girl who got hurt just by playing the tambourines~
imagine that~~~
*sigh* cant say anything much back to him tho~
the guilt of not sending it myself is already pressing me out~
i know if kor's gonna fail his uni is really bcoz of me la~
but~~
dunno la.. just wished they know how it feels to be tortured by the guilt
its even more painful compared to the scoldings seriously...
*haix*

she told the story ... 22:28