Midnight Silhouette

Monday, January 17, 2005

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i almost died laughing while i read mr conductor's blog..
okai la.. the content got nothing funny la..
its just so so so wonderful how 2 headed! :p someone can be yea??

hohohohoho okai wadever.. after this.. i seriously dun want anything to do with bmcb?
k? so... u can just scold me or wadever...
take my bit of advice... if u ever go out to other band like poly band.. come to npcb this year..
and u shall be able to open ur eyes.. :)

no i dun need u guys to respect or trust me..
since when u guys did anywae?
u think u respect me? then u guys should remember at least the basics i thought...
u guys cant even be bothered to come for sectionals.. u call that respect?
he said that he take over the band without u guys knowing the basics...
shame is not on u.. its on us.. then again..
remember the times mam serene n sir teck kun came to teach us?
where were u guys?
were u guys paying the slightest attention to wadever they said?

someone mentioned that we are jealous..
of wad?
for one thing i have no reason to be jealous of the bmcb..
i have something i never thought i can get...
well have to thank ma rui for tt...
i never wanted to join any other band than the bmsb...
i wasnt too hot to join the band i am in right now...
but then i thought that the love for music i'd have would just die tt wae...
so i guess i just try it out u know?
and hell.. i got more than wad i bargained for..
i have people.. a group of people..
who didnt see me as junior... or senior.. but as team mates...
i have people who encouraged me to play.. scold me when i play wrong..
say all kind of hurtful thing as long as they know wad they said is right.. :)
say all kind of rubbish but its a fact...
and this is wad.. i called respect... :)
respect is not being obidient or wadever la k..
its more like being able to see someone the way they are?
then just be truthful?
i could've hidden my name n put anonymous when i tagged...
i didnt.. coz i know wad ever i stated there is going to be a fact anywae..
why hide myself...

to Miss Riah..
hey i dun care if u dun trust me anymore...
after all we are someone who lost touch with each other for the past decades..
hohohohohoho!
i just wish u are being more truthful to urself..
yes i know mr refat is a wonderful conductor ( wadever ) in ur eyes...
u guys may think that i am a scum or wadever.. u guys may post wadever rubbish there..
i dun care.. but stop using the word alumni?
alumnus is like a group of people???
hahahahaha if u are refering to a group of people who are shooting at u..
mention their name la!
ahahahahaha otherwise wads the point of shooting? they'll bever thought its them anywae..
(god i am teaching kids bad stuffs)

i dunno wad the heck is happening to the band la k..
and i seriously cant be bothered either..
u guys said u are humble.... well..
i dun think u guys are humble enuf?
:) and mr conductor... u said that other conductors cant do much with bmcb..
and we should be grateful enough tt u already bring the band back to shape right?
then again... i wish u guys reconsider on the statements u are making le...
i agree the band sounded good.. but NOT RIGHT...
i didnt say its bad did i...
oh btw...
99% of ur audience is like... a group of people who came to the concert for the first time?
it wasnt like tt during a batch or 2 awae from my batch k? :)
and does it ever occur to u tt some people might be giving awae good comments to save u face?
hehehehehehe be greatful that there are some people who critisize on the mistakes u made..
then can learn more u know? hohohohohoho
and when was the last time i had enjoyable performance with the bmcb?
u can count on the music makes the difference year 2000..
it might be a long time ago..
it might be the only big concert i ever had with the band..
but god.. i love it~! ;)

i have a fond attachment with the bmsb...
but i know ever since queena's batch came in...
i know i'm gonna dislike this band like dunno wad in the future..
u guys can take me as a fortune teller or wadever..
but yes! i do dislike u guys so much now..
dont ever come to me saying tt u respected me when i was there...
that was utter rubbish la k?
otherwise i wouldnt be wasting so much tears trying to take care of u guys

(riah.. u played my role during tt graduation day.. u know i cried a lot during the year i take u guys as leaders... and u know the reason very well too... u dare say u respected us? think again k?)

she told the story ... 17:30