Sunday, September 12, 2004
I HATE SUNDAY~! true.. its a day of relaxation... but its a day of boredom~! gosh.. i cant take it liao.... every sunday all i do is stone........ want to study also cannot study... no way i can study at home lah.. play game also play tio sian liao.. want to go out.. but go out with who? everyone is having family day.. and i have no family to go out with.... wanted to go n swim.. too lazy to change.. wanted to go out and study.. it started to rain................... (doinks) :p ended up bathing for almost 2 whole hours....... then eat lunch slowly..... play game slowly........
ARGH~!!!! the loneliness of staying in this house is killing me... effie went out.. beat and family also went out i think..... sigh.......no one to go out with.. no one to eat with.. no one to play with.. no one to chat with.. other than 1 or 2.... why must i have such a sunday everytime......why i have no one to do things with.. why i have no family here? why i am alwaes left out on sundaes... why almost everyone have fun other than me...haiz i should stop complainging & start planning out what to do on sunday liao.. or i'll soon go crazy..... been losing my temper by the end of the day for the past few weeks now....... coz too irritated by this... silent? boredom? sianess?
and when i msg some people.. they dont bother to reply.. or took hours for them to reply... like d'oh.. might as well dun need to reply.....adds even more to my irritate level... sian ah~! sian sian SIAN~!!!!!!!! shall i go for another dip on the bath tub for another hour or so?
ARGH~!!!! boredom....... *sigh*...........................
1 little 2 little 3 little indian 4 little 5 little 6 little indian.. 7 little 8 little 9 little indian.. 10 little indian boys.....
( am going mad with boredom.......... ) ( am going to die out of boredom + loneliness + sadness )
and i guess no one will notice if i am to pass awae on sundae.. hahaha like my body will only be recovered on mondae night when my uncle come to eat dinner when i pass awae on sundae morning.. hahaha... ( i think i'm really going nutcase)
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