Midnight Silhouette

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i've missed this feeling.. :) and i mean i really missed it...... i am seriously just feeling so light now.. :p

tis morning... went to school... tried waking han up... but got scolded in the end.. :p ( well if i am determined to do wad i wanna do i gotta face this one up.. :p )

PQS was stupid.. practicaly half of the class was sleeping.. half is trying to study excell ( we have a class test after this u see.. ) and i.. was left to die out of boredom.. hahaha couldn't do anything much... my lappy keep on jamming on me... i studied for my excell... and the teacher is just deadly boring... so i started to do my projects and reports.. and study for tml's plant test... (bless me on this one....)

and during practical spreadsheet... its even worst..... our test.. doesnt seems like a test... we held it in class using our own lappy.. so since mine keeps on jamming.. i took quite some time to do it...and u know wad.. the lecturer left the ICQ function to be on.. i mean.. he tried to trick us to downloading the firewall thingy.. but d'oh... he said to unlock the firewall we need a password.. and oh please.... it was the same password as our paper's password~! like d'oh~! ended up half of the class broke through ICQ.. and my group of friends were exchanging answers.. its hillarious and dumb... i seriously think they needa do these tests in the computer lab instead...

after class rushed down to check up on hannie.. he doesnt sounds good on the phone in the morning.. but he was fine.. and then the donkie went to sleep... so as the donkie sleeps.. i decided to read through my plant notes again while chatting with manda.. he slept all the way till his class period ( 2 pm )... and i havent eat.. hahaha my stomach was grumbling like dunno wad.. but i dont dare to complain.. and i couldn't bring myself to do it too... :p

so waited.. slacked.. hmmm.. wad did i do for the 2 hrs? i couldnt remember.. i think i was sleeping a bit.. crapped with ke wei and da gang a bit... talked to manda a bit.. talked to shaun a bit.. i cant remember wad else... till han came then finally.. my lunch time is here... huahaha.. :p

after tt came up to club house again to slack n slack n slack till *wen* msg-ed han... bout some stuff...
wen... sorrie.. didnt mean to send u to a guilty trip..
i was feeling kinda bitter again for some stuff.. and so i started to lightly pinch and slap myself.. hey it helps to keep the bitterness awae ya...and when the donkie decided to sleep again... my mind just starts wondering around to a certain extend that i couldnt take it anymore or i'm gonna just burst into bitterness again.. so i decided to take a walk around the campus...

man.. i love the breeze.. the moment i stepped outta the band room.... i tell u.. the wind is really greeting me with an open arm.. i felt so calm.. and as i walk.. i really can feel all those worries melting awae... saw people jogging... throwing javeline.. swimming and all kind of stuff... i really felt like i can soar....feel that i can spread my wings once again.. it feels so good... (think i'm gonna jog or walk whenever i'm feeling down...;p) i missed this feeling.. i really do.. and the sun.. its in the perfect warmth.... the warmth i needed.. :) thank u mother nature.... :)

then came back to band room.. i saw donkie still sleeping.. approached him a bit.. but he still seems tired.. so i went in to the store room.. and start polishing my trumpet.. to make it shine give me the sense of satisfaction ya? and man.. its so pretty when i'm done polishin it.. :p by then han han woke up le.. so off we go~! to circuit road~!!!

for a while there.. donkie really looks very sad.. he really resembles eeyore.. :p he told me he's feeling guilty all over the place... i hope i lighten it up a bit.. dun really wish to see him sad anymore.. :) then on the way there we talked kinda a lot.. :p msg-ed wen and everything... felt so glad... felt so.. grateful and everything.. :p
eat liao then go home.. hahaha changed to several buses since the donkie is feeling lazy to walk.. :) well at least he's back to his old self already.. so i dun mind.. as long as he's happy... :p

she told the story ... 23:00