Thursday, August 12, 2004
(When this began)
I had nothin' to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find
AND I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that
I've got left to feel
(Nothin' to lose)
Just stuckHollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna heal I wanna feel
Like I am close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong
And I've got nothin' to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Lookin' everywhere
Only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity'
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is lookin' at me
(Nothin' to lose)
Nothin' to gain
Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna healI wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna healI wanna feel
Like I am close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong
AND I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
AND I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break awayI'll find myself TODAY!!\
whoa... its huge... but... this song.. really represents wad i wanna do... i just wanna find somewhere where i really feel like i belong... thought i found the place.. guess i lost it.. and theres no one to blame but my self.. coz its seriously my own fault... and i just wanna feel.. and i just wanna heal... but i can never really heal... till i find myself.... till i can break awae from all these stupid things hunting my mind... and i'll hunt them..... i'll find them... maybe not todae.. :p but i will... someway.. somehow...
she told
the story ...
07:59
